doing my rounds

 It has been beautiful but quite cold outside. but that's ok. I have been mostly inside having tests made that find a little something wrong here, a little something there. I must confess that I deserve it—haven't been to the doc in almost five years and typically refuse testing (for the reason given above)—but it doesn't make it any more fun. After all these tests I have to go back to the doctor so we can discuss. Meanwhile, I am trying a strict diet. No carbs, for high blood sugar. No salt, for high blood pressure. No fats, for high cholesterol. What am I left with here? I'm left with pretty much not eating and the gym. However, since this process began in fits and starts in November, I have lost almost 15 pounds. So there's that. I look thinner but older.

Waiting for my mam—ogram