10.31.2008
phoenix
Looks like I'm hatching an egg, huh? What do you think is inside it besides winter, Pluto entering Capricorn and the Wiccan new year, Samhain? What are your resolutions on this eve of the Day of the Dead?
10.30.2008
10.29.2008
and then there were—six?
On the heels of news that the Christian Science Monitor was going to be available on the Internet only, I read last night that Time Inc was cutting 600 jobs. I proceeded to sleep very poorly, waking to howling winds and dreaming of working at Time Inc. I was looking for a computer at Life, hounding researchers at People, considering taking a job at a People spinoff that reviewed Broadway plays—based in Taipei, no less, and captained by Burgheim. When I woke up I was so grateful that I had left Time Inc. when it was still kinda Time Inc. and before the paring down of the skills and brains and feeling of mission reached its inevitable end. And I feel awful for my handful of friends who are still there.
10.28.2008
last rose of summer
10.26.2008
lagtime
Yeah, so I left the city for the island. I am now ensconced—cleaning screens in the sun, catching up with friends and relations, reading trashy novels and being lulled to sleep by some of the best surf ever. And warming my house with The Third Highest Electrical Bills in the Nation. But not for long. My island electricity, I mean.
10.24.2008
back to the island
10.23.2008
lists
10.22.2008
don't look down
There is something about the giant apartment towers that ring the cities of Asia and also the dense suburban neighborhoods around New York that terrifies me, particularly from the air. All those boxes filled with stuff, with people living in them with stories like the one I've just been telling. And like me, they all are at the center of their stories, with the important characters fanning out around them who are also the stars of their own stories. How can we all believe our little travails are so important? This is where religion comes in, where there is a wise being who gives a shit about a given individual. Or therapy, or friends. Or, as Wolfen says, Facebook, which provides the same feeling of a power that cares about your every move. Or, perhaps, a blog, in which you create the illusion for yourself.
Just don't look down when you fly.
10.21.2008
the picture
One could see why he wanted the picture: Three pairs of bare feet—hers and his and hers—on the large platform bed.
It was to be part of his own autobiography, and the conception was largely graphic with a subtext of a man caught between cultures, seduced by them both, totally in bed with neither. And, yes, a faint but undeniable tease. Playful, however, and totally spurious. Not threatening. Unless it was culturally completely outre—and you already felt threatened.
This frame was just not in the picture.
10.20.2008
the menage
Here's the thing about threesomes: In the main guys are for 'em and girls are agin 'em--especially the guy's wife or girlfriend. I know, I know, you're all "but they're always advertising for the hot bisexual chick on Craig's List." Right. That's when the wife has been driven crazy by this obsession and is all, "Let's just get this over with and after we have kids he'll settle down." I can think of only one exception to this rule (perhaps you know her too?) and trust me, as the bisexual chick, I know.
What I didn't know was that the barest hint of a threesome could drive a traditional wife over the edge. . .
10.18.2008
homeward bound
OK, for all of you who were titillated by my mysterious earlier entry, all will be revealed. But not now. Or maybe not all. But most of it. Still, it seems that a slightly sensationalistic approach resonates with you, so I will bear that in mind in the future. Perhaps you like the contents of your own imaginations better than reality? Naturally, since this is a PG site I can't tell you everything. . .
10.17.2008
politics
Yes, even here I am obsessively following the U.S. race. In case you care, most of the ex-pat community in Taiwan supports Obama. I am also obsessed with following the stock market, which, thanks to someone we know, I cleared out of in time. I have made a solemn vow to cut it out as of November 4, however. I am bothering my friends.
BTW, the photo above was made at The Chiang Kai Chek (sp?) Memorial Hall, speaking of politics.
a very large bug
10.16.2008
10.15.2008
yet under the surface. . .
Tranquil?
You think. There are undercurrents. You see that boat in the river? It is dragging for the body of a man who jumped into the river in the middle of the night.
My situation right now is a little like that river. I am peaceful on the surface but a medium for direful events that are none of my doing. For those of you who want to know exactly what, you will have to wait until the bodies—or I—surface.
10.14.2008
10.13.2008
at the new digs
Cheryl welcomed me to Taipei City in their fab Japanese-influenced apartment with sleeping platform, moderno kitchen and great views. The Artist Known as Chang appeared from Singapore shortly after I did, and we discussed the triumphs and the tribulations. TAKAC seems to think a better exhibition of these pictures will never be shown, and I tend to agree with him. It was a beautifully and thoughtfully designed exhibition, perfectly executed. He says maybe he'll go on to make films now.
OK, Ed, is that better?
slingin' it back
10.11.2008
sin city
The cool thing about Singapore is the mix of old and new architecture along with the melange of cultures. Also there are a lot of fun people here. It took me until yesterday to realize that I had seen no residential areas, but last night some friends took me out to the outlying areas where the rich live in neighborhoods of houses and the regular people live in government housing apartment towers.
10.10.2008
10.09.2008
doubleness
10.08.2008
heard on the street
I have to go to bed, now that I've had a tutorial in how to turn off the lights and discovered that my toilet, a Toto Washlet, believes that we're having an affair.
perfectionism
10.07.2008
singapore swing
I'm here. It was dark when I got here so all I know is that there are a lot of lights, palm trees and accents of Empire. More later if the juice holds out.
10.06.2008
alaska
10.05.2008
the original claudia's surf city
block island honeymoon cottage
For off-season romance—September, October, May, June. Book Hannah's now. Weekends from $1500. Firewood, bubblebath and the crash of the waves included.
10.04.2008
god and country
In a dream, my daughter was attending evangelical camp.
I spoke to her as she hustled off to two evening services with Sister Liz. "If you find Jesus, I'm never going to speak to you again," I said.
"Oh, that's okay, Mom," she said. "I was already Saved this morning."
I woke up sweating. This election is seriously messing with my psyche.
10.03.2008
not about the doggone debate
10.02.2008
a four-leaf clover
The luck o' the—Scottish? You probably wouldn't guess that these two grown men are looking for four-leaf clovers. One has a proven ability in this area and has found them all over the country. It is for this reason that he believes he will win the lottery. Of course, I believe that, having married my daughter, he already has. So far the Block Island Quatrefoil has eluded him, however.
I am en route to New York today.